It seems that more and more often, I question my existence. It’s to the point where I ask myself multiple times a day whether or not I want to keep going. I always find myself wondering if anyone would care if I was gone. Or if they’ll just get over it after awhile, like I never even existed. It’s so frustrating that hardly no one ever takes interest in me. What makes me feel worse is that when someone does want to be around me, I end up avoiding them and push them away. And I regret it every single time. I don’t know what […]
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afraidandalone
I just don’t know anymore. I want to feel happy, and enjoy my life for what it is, but no matter how hard I try, it never works that way. No matter what I do, I never feel content or satisfied with how I do. Even everything I used to love to do is now becoming frustrating for me.
I’m trying to find the light, trying to see how it could get better, but it just seems like it has all been going downhill for quite some time, now. From the moment I wake up, I regret getting out of bed and carrying on with my […]