so i would have been dead today, but once again my fucking life just gets better by the second. was trying to drive until i found a nice drop off a cliff or something but, as my life goes, my god damn truck wouldnt even START for me to do that. Go figure….the one shitty thing i had left in this world that was always there for me, has now finally shit out. I feel the same as that “Friday” posting author, dont really want my family to find me. But i also cant keep fucking waking up to this shit world everyday thinking “YES..another […]
ive been debating about killing myself for so many years now it feels like its been the only thing on my mind my entire life. im a 26 year old father of 2 beautiful children…had my boy when i was 19, my little girl 2 years ago, and the saddest part is that only took my mind off killing myself for about the first year of each of their lives if even that. my on again off again gf, mother of my kids, hates me and i dont blame her. all i do is lie about every fucking thing. i have no job, no money, […]