so i would have been dead today, but once again my fucking life just gets better by the second. was trying to drive until i found a nice drop off a cliff or something but, as my life goes, my god damn truck wouldnt even START for me to do that. Go figure….the one shitty thing i had left in this world that was always there for me, has now finally shit out. I feel the same as that “Friday” posting author, dont really want my family to find me. But i also cant keep fucking waking up to this shit world everyday thinking “YES..another fucking beautiful day”…anyone got any ideas…need help please…
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Its a sign guess something is coming your way and some kind of force that you cant understand wants you around to meet it
Deceased: Try to be patient with yourself and the universe. You have your whole life to kill yourself, although you wish right now that you didn’t have to wait. The suffering is awful, I know that, and it’s disappointing when you think you’ve found THE answer and then it poops out on you. But there will be other answers and other days.
Are you able to distract or soothe yourself?
it wont start at all? sorry im not in a good mood to write today all that will come out is negative so i keep with short sentences