Everything I had told him about my past was a lie in one way or another. I was afraid he wouldn’t love me if he found out what scum I used to be, and it turns out that I am still scum.
I treated the only person I have left with disrespect and now he doesn’t know why he loves me.
I had second thoughts, I got caught up in lies and hurt him and now that I am being honest with him, it still causes him pain. I promised him I wouldn’t do anything to harm myself and I have stuck to it, but he keeps […]