quite recently, i’ve been feeling very depressed again and i’ve taken up cutting again. i was clean for a year on August 1 and now that i have started again, it has added onto my depression because i’ve failed at stopping. in eighth grade, i’m a senior now, i tried to kill myself and i haven’t felt as low ever since. recently, it’s been worse. i can’t even fake a smile anymore and i’ve just been so suicidal. i also have an eating disorder. i go countless days just chewing gum and drinking water, making myself throw up at the end of the day. i know […]