I haven’t seen your posts for a while even though I don’t come here so often. I just wanna know if you are alright. Missing you around here.
allen
I always feel like I lost a part of me and I always feel empty and sad until I get it back. It is like one half of me. Nothing in this world can fill that space, nobody can. The saddest thing is that I feel that
I have to leave earth to be fully me. Until then I’ll remember what seems like the shadowy recollections of a past happy life with poems and art.
Why did you leave me
you plucked the last light
that shone life for me
dimmed my last
glimmer of hope
YOu cast me into the deepest of
shadows
the coldest of pits
YOu veiled my days with darkness
and bind my life with gloom
and despair
when you left you took
the very essence of my spirit
with you.
the meaning of my existence
you shattered my dreams and
thrust me into an eternal
nightmare
You placed a curse on me
to walk the earth in torment
to search for that which could not be found anymore
for love that was unreachable
for the one precious thing
that I could […]
imagine being trapped in
a nightmare
and the is only one way to escape
just one parmanent solution
you hate the pain
yet you are not sure
of what lies beyond the nightmare
you are somewhat afraid of the unknown
you get used to the anguish
Everything becomes hopeless
the only hope is leaving the nightmare
and every day
you wish to find the strength
and the courage to do it.