I’m sitting in my high school integrated science class, the closest seat to the front right hand corner facing the class. My teacher is babbling about how my class never shuts up.
“maybe if you actually taught something once in a while..” my mind starts fading and my eyes begin to wonder..
I land on the obnoxious popular boy sitting in the corner with his “clique”, I wonder if he knows they’re going to leave him if they find someone better. There’s some kid sleeping in the back corner by the door, I wonder if his mom cares about his slipping grades.. I wonder why […]
I went into the bathroom and locked the door. I was blinded by tears and my emotions were going out of control. I took the blade from an old razor and slid down the wall until I hit the ground. I closed my eyes. I pulled my wrist up against my body and pushed the point into my flesh. My fresh, pink, unharmed skin. When I opened my eyes, my tears were dry and there was a thin line of red slowly bursting from my skin. It didn’t hurt as bad as I thought. Looking at the scarlet line calmed me down and before I […]
Im not sure how i found this website. But i did, and as i began reading through these posts i felt myself being able to relate more and more. Ive never tried suicide, but like most, its crossed my mind. Theres something about it that makes me feel so safe. It seems so welcoming and warm. Escaping this world.. escaping my problems.. my family.. my “friends”.. my disgusting body and annoying personality. Just leaving it all behind and giving up. I would.. if i had the guts. The guts to research how many pills. The guts to leave some form of letter as […]
Older Posts