jessica this is it read the storys
im so tired of having to go on with being messed around with friends and my girl friend getting told to kill my self being judge and getting made fun of by people who just know my name im going to hang my self tonight im sure of it things were going so well for the longest time and today i just snaped i cant take it
i guess today is the end tommorow will be the new better life in the next world i think im going to hang my self she left she whent to the hospital she gave her self up and i need her really bad right now to talk to her but i cant then theres these people who think its funny that people want to kill them self i was made fun of for wanting to do it and no one took me serouse i dont think so i guess ill prove them wrong
ok well on friday i got kicked out of school im 13 i went home and i started taking pills and some girl in my class told the teacher and they called the police but my friends came affter school and made sure i was ok and now im ashamed to got o school and i think my parents are going to send me away ive gone to a hospital a couple times and im on some list and i truly feel like i can trust nobody except my one friend but to night im going to try again and make sure no […]
today i was told to kill my self and i have been told im worthless and alll that shit so ive tooken alot of pills so i guess im just really waiting to see what happens but ive realized now that i want to stay for this one girl and i should have realized earlyer but im afraid to tell any one now becuse i dont want to be sent to some place were ill be looked at like im some fucked up kid (sorry for the bad spelling im a retarded )