today i was told to kill my self and i have been told im worthless and alll that shit so ive tooken alot of pills so i guess im just really waiting to see what happens but ive realized now that i want to stay for this one girl and i should have realized earlyer but im afraid to tell any one now becuse i dont want to be sent to some place were ill be looked at like im some fucked up kid (sorry for the bad spelling im a retarded )
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Go and seek help
Do it for the girl.
She needs you in her life
Whoever told you these things did it to hurt you. You shouldn’t play into their hands by taking it to heart. Focus on the positive things you’ve heard about yourself instead. This girl you’re willing to stay for, focus on her. You’re lucky to have someone like that in your life. I had a girl I would have died for, but she doesn’t want me, that’s why I’m on here.
If you still have someone that means so much to you, you still have plenty to live for.
Whoever actually told you to kill yourself should be charged with assault. Or something for influencing a person in pain.
And maybe it might help to tell because going to the right therapist may help you have more initiative to stay around for your girl.
Anything negative coming from anyone is about them. Only accept and let in positive encouragement and support. That’s the sign of someone who loves you. Deep down follow your own instincts. You know better, so follow your own emotional intelligence. Good luck!
thank you for the help