i guess its better off or is it

ok well on friday i got kicked out of school im 13 i went home and i started taking pills and some girl in my class told the teacher and they called the police but my friends came affter school and made sure i was ok and now im ashamed to got o school and i think my parents are going to send me away ive gone to a hospital a couple times and im on some list and i truly feel like i can trust nobody except my one friend but to night im going to try again and make sure no body stops me