alt-tonic

Hello again.  Third times the charm I guess.

Since the last post I have tried all my efforts to recover and improve myself mentally and career wise. I got two jobs that I’m excited for (or maybe was, I’ll explain in a bit) and I finally was taking steps towards going to see a gender therapist to make a realistic transition timeline. So nothing can go wrong to where I can keep on living through even the toughest times right? (Spoiler alert: it all went wrong.)

Let me take you back about two years ago. At a new environment with no one I was familiar with, I […]

hi. I’ve posted here before. I think over a year ago I believe. I ranted about losing a scholarship and disappointing my family while a divorce was still going on. And then I was diagnosed with GAD and felt like I was going crazy over stress. I got quite a few updated.

I did lose that scholarship. I’m relying on loans and Financial Aid (lucky for now). I switched to a major I’m more happy with (let’s say I made huge jumps in majors because of pressure from my dad who i no longer see anymore). My parents are still going through a divorce, although my […]