Over the past couple of days I’ve felt over emotional. And I think its about that time.
I’m sitting here at my computer trying to figure out what I’m feeling. I’ve gotten so used to the pain, that i’m numb to it now. I really want to scream to the top of my lungs, but then people might hear me. UGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I’ve always been the unattractive girl. People called me ugly, and IÂ believed them. I’m ugly, and I want to die.
Period.