Dear Riley,
Oh my god. I can’t believe I am actually writing this. I can’t even begin to explain how sorry I am, how much I know I’m hurting you, but I still have to do this. I love you so much man. You were my best friend, my brother. You helped me in so many ways and I couldn’t be more thankful. I am so sorry I had to do this but I couldn’t take it anymore. You kept me alive for so long. If it wasn’t for you, this would of been done a long time ago. I think it was just finally […]
Em,
Everyone needs a shoulder to cry on. We need that one person who is always their for us even when it seems like everything we’ve done should turn them against us. And I know you didn’t do much except send out an encouraging text now and then, but you were that person. You were the one who kept me going for this long, who kept me able to get up each morning to face the day. Granted, there were many times when i wanted to die and i could hardly pull myself to my feet and all i could do was lay there, praying for […]