So i cut the other day ; over 100 hundred of them. My ex was bothering me and making fun of me calling me fat and ugly apologized and i didn’t believe him. His exact words were “go ahead cut urself i dont care cut ur arm of for all i care” i cried and did it. They are healing but i have never done something like what i did. It hurt really bad i almost passed out. My mom knows and thank god she isn’t mad. But yeah that’s all i really have to say.
At the moment i look for someone ; anyone really. Sometimes i feel so stupid and down. My ex is the reason i’ve been cutting and purging. My other exs have been reasons as well. Friends have been reasons as well. It’s probably the hardest thing to try to walk this world alone. I’ve been doing it 2 and 1/2 weeks single so far. I feel distant and i am pulling away. I just need a friend. Does anybody know what i’m talking about? Purging is deadly and my teeth are rotting because i was called fat today. My cutting is increasing because dicks point […]
I started with the self-harm. It went to one to another. With bobby pins turned into thirteen. I was put in the hospital. But that’s only the middle not the end and not the beginning. I won’t sugar coat this because it isn’t easy to get over it and it is hard to live with the consequences but there are reasons for all of us to be here.
2 years ago is when this started i’m not going into detail but i saw my uncle for the first time in 8 years. He molested me when i was 3. Sick and wrong. Yes. I live with […]
Your urges they are terrifying. They will jump at you from every corner. Honestly it’s hard. I deal with a lot of these “Should i or shouldn’t i?” battles every 30 seconds. In school at home sometimes even in my sleep. But, they are there to bother you. Be strong which is something we all hear right? Well i want to write to you guys something long but i’m not sure how to put it because i don’t know you guys. Not yet at least. I’m interested in getting some new followers on tumblr. Plus i do a lot of support. Follow me and read […]
So before i start i’m new to this. I didn’t even know this existed until research in health. I have a tumblr and i do support blogs for self-harm eating disorders all of that. I also am always open to talk. I can here because i am a self-injure and sometimes i like to connect with people who are like me. Interested in talking. Let me know!<3