Needing and searching.

At the moment i look for someone ; anyone really. Sometimes i feel so stupid and down. My ex is the reason i’ve been cutting and purging. My other exs have been reasons as well. Friends have been reasons as well. It’s probably the hardest thing to try to walk this world alone. I’ve been doing it 2 and 1/2 weeks single so far. I feel distant and i am pulling away. I just need a friend. Does anybody know what i’m talking about? Purging is deadly and my teeth are rotting because i was called fat today. My cutting is increasing because dicks point out my pain and suffering. I have to go. Bai.