I couldn’t stop feeling like I was dragging this weird karma behind me, entering this site.
I really believe that the way you feel deep down can seriously influence how others perceived you. Even if you don’t express this outwardly, people can often ‘sense’ something and I just didn’t like how “fake” I felt. I feel like most of the time I weren’t even myself, as though I’m afraid of something. Even on here I’m afraid of people. People’s reactions, people’s feelings — the things that shouldn’t matter but do matter, and I can’t shake that feeling when I feel like I’m unable to be my […]