A fate that can not be avoided. A fate that I do not wish to fight against. A fate that I look forward to on a daily basis.
Not a single day goes by where I don’t think about just ending it all, and the more I think about it, the more rational to me it becomes.
I’ve fantasized about the moment vividly. Fighting against my survival instinct, finally succeeding with my desired method, and just waiting for the inevitable end. I’ve even gone so far as to imagine people’s reactions, as well as an afterlife that may or may not exist.
To me, everything is pointless. There is no […]