I’m gay and 53. Right now I want to be neither, and it seems like not being alive is the solution.
Honestly I’m exhausted. It’s been a long road, and always a struggle of some kind. Now that I’m middle-aged, I just don’t want this. In the gay community I feel invisible, and this is after being gay separated me from my family and created friction at work. Did I mention I just want to not be gay or 53? I guess being dead is the next best thing.
My family was, to be blunt, a shit show. Dad was physically and emotionally abusive, and mom was […]