Anonydeath

I’m sitting here tonight no expression giving away my true feelings. Inside my head I’m screaming so loud at myself that it drowns out everything else. Screaming to just disappear. It’s what everyone must want. They have to want me gone, to have one less annoying person to have to pretend to care about. I scream even in my sleep, I’ve woken myself up screaming, I guess sometimes it builds up and needs to get out. I just say “I had a nightmare” I AM THE NIGHTMARE.

I’ve never fit in…anywhere…ever.  I don’t even fit in with my own family so I moved away thinking if […]

Life is all a myth, interaction with any other human muddles the perception of reality. We are slowly killing this planet and this planet is killing us. It has every right to. There is no such thing as happiness, love, loyalty, soulmates, or anything like that. People that have the delusions of these feelings are the lucky ones. Movies, TV, media in general fuel these horrible misconceptions and ruin any chance of healing society. Why should I feel bad for not liking myself or my life? Yeah, I’ve had some shitty experiences that no young person should ever have to go through so what. A […]