I’m tired of living. I’d end my life but for some reason, I’m afraid I’ll survive. I have no access to a gun, can’t find a suitable place to hang myself… Everyday I watch the train approaching the platform but I can’t jump. Tried to jump off a bridge but my body won’t follow… I have a couple of helium tanks (sold as a party balloon pack), but I’m scared I will wake up. It takes a special ‘mood’ to muster the strength of ending your own life. While I think I could use the exit bag method, I don’t know if I could stand […]