For the past 8 years, I have kept myself alive because I truly do not wish to harm the few in this world that love me. A handful of individuals care, and they have listened to my rants and begged me not to disappear.
…But I am now at such a threshold that I no longer care. I don’t wish to cause them pain, but they are all vastly more successful than I am. And every new day that I keep breathing is just an invitation to new and more creative ways for this world to subject me to horror, failure, disaster, and humiliation.
I think the […]