I think I’m going crazy.
Not in the screaming, yelling, foaming at the mouth crazy, but in a quiet way.
I can no longer trust my self, can no longer trust how I feel, (if I feel), how I think, or how I act.
Am I really feeling this way, or am I feeling that I should feel this way?
It scares me and I wonder if it’s not me pulling the plugs mentally.
Am I suicidal? Â I don’t know. Â I don’t want to die. But I no longer want to live.
Is this what it means to live? Â To just barely get from one crisis to another, only to have […]