I keep hearing words telling me to stay strong, keep going, it will all become the past, it will get better but sadly, it has only gotten worse. I have bern bullied, yelled at, blamed, sometimes abused, and called attention whore whenever I try and vent out my feelings cause I learned that if you dont vent, it could cause problems in both mind and body. I stay alive for my friends, family, and boyfriend but now I am thinking…they dont need me, nobody really wants me so why should I continue? I have no self respect just self loathe. I hate everything about me. […]