I started going to a new counselor about a month ago. She’s really good, I like her. Like, I’m finally realizing just how many unresolved issues I have. It’s scary. I never realized how good I was at hiding it all, burying it. Making myself forget just how unwanted I’ve always been. For 15 years it’s all been building up. That’s far too long to keep everything pent up inside.
I never realized just how much being bullied has affected me. Being seen as an extra to my parents and everyone else in my family. Not ever having  friends.
All these feelings of depression, inadequacy, sadness, being lonely. They’re slowly starting […]