Dear me,

Good fucking job, Sierra.

You disappointed her again. Can you do anything right? No? Yeah, that’s what I thought. You’ll never be enough. You’re too much of a mess. No one can fix you. Why do you even keep trying? The results are always the same. 

You know that you can’t always turn to the razor, right? It just makes things worse. But, you’re good at that. Making things worse, I mean. Really fucking great at that…

You’re fucking beastly. Stop hurting her. She cares about you so fucking much, but you can’t just accept that. How did she even pick you? You don’t deserve her. You’re not good enough, dear. Don’t get too attached. I’m sure she won’t be staying for long. It’s only a matter of time before she realizes how fucked up you are. Only a matter of time before you scare her away. Only a matter of time before she realizes how big of a wreck you are. Only a matter of time before you realize you can’t take her down with you…

They say that love is forever, her forever is all that I need.