I’m in a website called The suicide project and at the top right corner it says Howdy Ashtar, which is not even my name. If my friends knew about this they would give me the rolling eyes look meaning, “what you up to now?” Typing and erasing in my head. It’ s almost six o’ clock in the morning and i’ve just rolled my seventh last cigarette for tonight. I had a good day. Slept until 2pm, then fooled around on my pc, ate, went out with my friends for bowling. Had fun. Then back home, fooled around a little bit more. Chatted with strangers. […]