Where to begin, so im not bring god into this, but he has fucked me good, ok so i wasnt even looking for love and this person comes into my life, we both fall for eacho ther and now
Im done here
So why the fuck would anybody stay around after all this, fuck that, i know im still here but my body wants to die and i dont know how im going to get passed this, its really not worth trying, once im gone, i wont have to worry how im going to live, where im going to get money, nah..i cant, ive lived this way for a year and its not getting any better,
26 y/o gay male atl ga
I love venting on here, im just so fucked in my head, i cant see right, really am not taking much more, for real, i dont really care about anything anymore, and thatsmo re re
I have the balls to do what i need to, i just dont have the things i will leave behind prepared yet but really, the way im feeling waking up everyday just kills me, so i find strenth to keep going until i take care of business.
I cant take much more of this live, i just want to be done and not wake up again.
Im done with this shit, i refuse to let my heart get broken again, i get so high on pain meds but im not gonna even attempt to move on this timr.
I just dont care about anything anymorr, and i dont have a date set but i have lost everything ive ever wanted and have no reason to keep living, so time is all it takrs.
Call me Allen, and im 26, life is shit, I see all these stories about what ppl are going through and i say we all have a choice, I am planning my exit very soon, Im debating whether or not to hang myself (extention cord) or buy an exit bag, I really think the easyest way would be to hang, ive already tryed to see what it would be like, and Its gonna work, I cant Fuk up my suicide,I have to die, anyways, thoughts? Btw im gay and i am so over the whole love thing.. dont try to guilt me or change […]
I need a partner to die with, Atlanta Ga.. let me know asap!