Call me Allen, and im 26, life is shit, I see all these stories about what ppl are going through and i say we all have a choice, I am planning my exit very soon, Im debating whether or not to hang myself (extention cord) or buy an exit bag, I really think the easyest way would be to hang, ive already tryed to see what it would be like, and Its gonna work, I cant Fuk up my suicide,I have to die, anyways, thoughts? Btw im gay and i am so over the whole love thing.. dont try to guilt me or change my mind, its already time for me to go.
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I know exactly how you feel, I’m also both 26 and gay and I’m giving up, was actually thinking of hanging as well, perhaps like the bathtub scene in Final Destination. Nobody could pay attention to me, its like every decent gay guy is hurting and killing themselves and none left…. I hate this world.
Don’t have a choice when your stuck in a pysch ward 🙁 hope you find peace dude
Hanging is very tricky. If you do it wrong you could end up breaking your neck and paralyzing yourself for life. Consider all your options before you do anything drastic.
Oh you have no idea, this fuked up world, i cant wait to die really and I dont think im gonna wait for the helium, then again, not sure i wanna break my neck either, any thoughts?
Ok i won’t convince you otherwise but hey do me a favor? Go out and enjoy the cool things in life. Go someplace really fancy or skydive. i don’t know make a bucket list. then after eveything. tell me if life still really sucks and there is nothing you want to live for. And i agree with @khajiit it is really hard to get right and think do you really want someone to remember finding you like that? Because even with how fucked up i am if i found anyone, even someone i didn’t know that well, like that i’d be scarred for life.
Thanks pepper, ive been there, and nlyot going back.. i am descreatly working on my exit, i hope you get out of the pw soon ;/
Do some research to narrow down your methods, then do even more research. I had originally chosen one method but I have since relegated that to Plan B status. I then decided on a different method, which is now known as Plan A. Whilst I think I will still use this method, I’m seriously considering combining Plan A with an extra method to help maximise my chances of success.
Should my chosen method(s) not succeed, then I will fall back upon Plan B. Whilst Plan B should have a higher chance of lethality than Plan A, it may be less comfortable and may also affect innocent lives. The effects on others is why I ruled out two other methods.
I don’t want to name the methods here, but I can give you some clues:
– My original method (now Plan B) is big in Japan
– My chosen method is also big in Asian countries
– All but one of the above methods can be carried out in my car
For what it’s worth, had I carried out Plan A in its original form back in January, I most likely wouldn’t have died. This is why it is so very important to do your research.
All the best.
Thank you san, i accually bought a gun aboit a year ago only to have somebody steal it, bit thetes tons of ways to die so no biggie, and ive thought about corbon minoxide with a hose but have no garage, im just at the end, i have no job, i went from a beutiful condo to a broken trailer , lost 3 family members and me and my ex of 4 yrs broke up, so i really have nothing to live for, but im scared
To top it off, i lost 20.000 dollars from my moms estate, and ive worked with the paranormal team and seen shit i dont want to see
If you only knew how bad i just want go to sleep and not wake up, i wish for that
What did you see with the paranormal team?? I hope I’m out of here too… We shall see.
@ times when we hit rock bottom that is when things begin to flourish. im not trying to change your mind but im 38 and plenty of B.S. on my plate but have come to realize the ones that made us miserable are the weak vessels. Do not give them the power to end your life…you/me (we) are stronger than them…hope you check in, to let us know you are still with us.
Yep, still waking up to bullshit, its gonna be a little while before i exit butif shit hits the fan again, i gotta go, im just to tited to function everyday, i have to beg for money from my old boss, who i used to do porn for when i was 18 and im not living this way to much longer, i have a few plans on how i will exit, but dont worry, cuz it shouldnt be tonight. i hope things change.