It may look like scribbles to you but they are words just 2 words “worthless” and “useless” (there is more words I have written this way but can’t bend my arm to get a pic) I needed to feel something I need to feel pain. (I also drew death with his scythe which I can’t bend my arm far enough to take pictures of that…) No I’m not bleeding tbh the site of blood makss me feel quite queasy. But […]
My anxiety is kicking in because of the words/fight that was exchanged between me and my brother he’s coming to see me and I couldn’t be more scared ya see family is aloud to come visit me I’m aloud to have my brothers kids for the night I’m having a panic attack and my breathing is slowly getting worse my lungs hurt and I’m hyperventilating I need to distract myself I’m all alone till he arrives….. Help me……
Happy Tuesday to me…. FML I hate waking up I just want it to stop all the words, the voices, the demons just stop and leave me alone.
*closes box* but seriously though…. *rage quits life*
Bruh its quiet 
So I’ve been crying for the last hour overdon’t the shit my brother threw at me all his words nasty bitter angry words… Saying I can’t do this can’t do that I’m not doing anything. Everything I do is wrong I’m never right I’m stupid never gonna get a job. Useless, worthless leach. I fucking stood up to him to some degree before the tears came rolling in I feel like clawing skin till it burns and bleeds I need to feel pain I want to feel pain. But I feel nothing I feel empty cold and bitter I’m numb from his words. I’m so […]
It’s a absolute shit box people are niceish walls are completely plain dull as mah life…. IRL life of course…
So it is currently 10:35am NZ time and doctor’s can’t do their job right gave the wrong medication and stopped breathing for a bit other then that I’m fine someone distract me…. Also in 2 hours I get transferred to the rehab unit so yay for me…FML. HALP 
shit pic of mah hair FML stupid camera I also love copying styles and colors of Hayley Williams <3 see I wasn’t kidding. My hair is really this color… my mom booked a appointment so yay…
I googled kawaii red panda I squealed so hard IRL
Someone be proud of me I’m slowly recovering I need support to keep me going one day at a time
Where my ultimate best friends be at I need hugs… And food…. And hugs. Hugs I like hugs. I also like trains… The last pic is a reference to the bunny ONESIE pic of me 
So I currently sit in hospital… I was successful but unfortunately I was revived… I was happy I was there I had eternal bliss but no I was revived unfortunately people “apparently” wanted me alive… I just want to be happy is that to much to ask for?
Fuck you shapes close enough voila
So like March 24th I put a post up So Now What? Basically saying something random and this is what it said:
“When i’m bored, I send a text to a random number saying “I hid the body… now what?”
So I found this… And when I was out it happened luckily people were able to take a joke I was scared the police were gonna get called… So… Yep… anyone keen?
