Every day I must face the life of harshness, so cruelly given to me. Every day. And every day, as of late, does my desire for death increase. Now, I have posted on this site before. A horrible post, much like this one, but still. A post. And now, I lay here, in my bed, thoughts of freedom from this life filling my head. I am 14 years old. I have survived 2 suicide attempts. Am I happy about this? Of course not. Why would I be? It would be so much better if I had died back then, when my 3 closest friends still […]
Before I even start, I need to ask a question. I need a way to make it look like an accident. Just… Yeah. Okay, now to an actual rant and stuff.
For the past, ehhh, 3 years, I guess, my life has been going downhill FAST. I never really noticed it until now, probably because I was too young. I’m 13, atm.. Which is pretty young. I feel much older, though. Probably more hardships than someone much, much older. Anyway, time to start explaining. This may or may not be long, as I have trouble typing long paragraphs and such.
I guess I’ll start with my family. […]