Dear ex-friend,
Why did u have to leave me. Ever since u left, my life has
fallen apart. I don’t want to exist anymore. I don’t want to
live but I don’t want to die. I don’t want to exist. I am a
coward. It was not your fault. U just represent
something that I used to have. Something that I lost that was
once very important to me. It […]
I read all these stories and they make me upset. I want to help … But I don’t know how to even help myself. Just know that I understand and that I would do anything to fix things for you… If I could.
I try so hard to look and act normal, to not look weird but eveyone can see right through me. I am so transparent. I make everyone feel uncomfortable because I’m so strange. I can feel it. I’ve realized I’m not normal. I thought I was long ago, when I was a kid but certain things needed to be fixed but they weren’t and now I’m fucked. I don’t think I will ever have kids or get married. No child should have a parent like this. I don’t think I could be happy with anyone. I love my boyfriend but still hate my […]
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