My family told me to go kill myself.
I got raped 4 days ago.
My friends locked me in a cupboard throughout the whole school day and I got shouted at.
I want to die. I want to be free.
If I don’t succeed I will be back 🙂
berriegrande
berriegrande
i was born in 1998. the youngest of 3 siblings. mentally and verbally abused. suicidal. used to be a cutter. ok.
HIGH SCHOOL.
My last 2 years.
I’m nervous
How did you guys survive?
Last year, I had no problems, except that this girl started fights with me – but I didn’t fight back
The year before that – lets just say social services got involved.
How can I get through this year without problems?
I want to go somewhere. I want to be free.
With people just like me.
I’m thinking of a mini forest in the mountains full of magnificent beautiful flora.
There’s a blue stream running there in front of me, flowing.
Up above, there’s two giant white clouds contrasting against the black night sky.
In between the clouds is a palace. That’s my goal.
That’s a place where you are free of problems. You’re listened to and respected. It’s where you make everyone happy, even yourself!
To get there I must earn my wings though. I must recruit people. People who are just like me.
Guys, […]
Hey. I’m a 14 year old girl. I was suicidal last year, I was referred to CAMHS (Child and Adolescent Mental Health Services)
I didn’t go. When I was young, my mum used to hit me when I made her angry. I told my school and she got a warning.
My eldest sisters told them I was lying. COINCIDENTALLY the same social worker got involved last year about my “suicide note”.
No. I said, “Won’t death be the perfect escape” among other things. It was private. like a diary. SO MY FRIEND DECIDED TO RAID MY ROOM WHILST I WAS AT SCHOOL AND SHE FOUND IT. Anyway. no […]