My father has cancer. My mother is always feeling bad. My “friends” only talk to me when they need something. The one I have a crush on thinks I am ugly. Generally everyone thinks that I am ugly. Sometimes I am thinking about it. About suicide. It helps to think about the nice moments in life, people say. Well, when I am trying to do this, I fail. Because I can’t find anything. I am socially awkward and when I try to talk to someone, they hear the first 2 or 3 words and then ignore me. Just like this, while I’m talking they go […]