Your pain is no more
Your pain is no more
Your pain is no more
That ive made it so far,im 36 and ive been deppressed almost all of my life,thoughts of suicide mostly every single day.Ive been through so much sh*t.Sometimes i dont find the purpose in life its just all meningless bullsh*t.
I was listening to this “urban” radio station in the morning and they were talking about cutting and how it is a white problem and how “only white people do it” Is this true? can anybody please let me know?Ive done a little research on the internet and i only come across pics of white people with cut arms (my apologies if i offended anybody and i am not a racist)
Often think allot about ending it all but,im 36 y.o. and i think about all ive been through and ive made it this far (its a miracle) why not hang around for a bit longer.
Felt really shitty and sad today,havent had this feeling in a long time,thought i was getting better,Sucks
I never liked drinking or smoking weed or any other drugs for that matter,hell i never even liked to party.I always liked being alone,me and the tv or reading a book or video games, whatever. I never even liked women that much, but i know for sure im not gay (no offense) but even the act of sex seems evil and strange to me???? I dont think im from this planet
Yet another suicide jumper off this bridge,its the bridge of choice for suicides in NYC.Countless people have killed themselves there.Maybe thats how i will go one day too.
Youre just thrown into this evil cruel world
Sad to hear that Hip-hop mogul chris lighty has passed away from an apparent suicide,he was 44.This was a man that appeard to have everything,allot of friends,money but still wasnt happy REST IN PEACE troubled soul.
I was the only child,who wasnt a only child who felt lonely wow youtube-JOELL ORTIZ “125 PART (FINALE)”
Im afraid of what happens after you die
I hate living,waking up everyday,my job,people EVERYTHING!!!!! if it wasnt for my 9 year old daughter i would of killed myself a long time ago,I will wait till shes at least 18 then ill blow my brains out!!!
Everyday is a struggle
When i was a teenager,i tried to commit suicide i went to the bathroom cabinet right before i went to bed and took every single pill that my parents had there,my heart started beating super fast (i thought my chest was going to explode) then i just went to bed and slipped away into the night i really thought that was going to be it,but then i woke up the next morning 🙁
I am 35 male and i am honestly surprised i have made it this long, i truly hate life,i hate people,i hate myself.Ive been battling with deppression for as long as i could remmember and everything bad always seems to happen to me,i walk around with this black cloud on top of my head,it truly sucks to be me
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