Hello everyone,Ive been on this site for more than a year now and ive read allot of stories on here from allot of different people,but the ones that are most common(in my opinion) would be from people in their teens talking about how they want to end their life because their boyfriend/girlfriend cheated on them.Im a 37 year old male and I used to think that was stupid (well I was never in that position as a teen to get cheated on,late bloomer lol) anyway i had time to reflect on my life and think about things over this holiday,and i have to say that getting cheated on by anyone at any age is not a good feeling at all.wait wait i know what you’re thinking WELL DUH! right? but hear me out,When you’re a teenager you’re really vulnerable, you are learning about life,your going through puberty,I mean so many diffrent things are happening to you.You’re making the transition from childhood into adulthood and that’s not easy for anyone.and now you have this person that you think you love,that you want to spend the rest of your life with,cheat on you and you think is the end of the world.Painful i know,but i want to share my views from keeping this from happening to you.I say never commit to anyone 100% because, anything can happen!,people cheat on each other every single day,especially married people that’s why i think marriage is a joke,I see everyone that’s married and theyre miserable.I really think people who really love each other should have an “open” relationship,because let’s face it saying that you’re going to commit yourself to one person for the rest of your life and signing a contract and /or taking vows is laughable.These things never last,maybe 50 years ago,but the world is changing people are evolving and this is no longer the norm.You will meet allot of different people throught your life,and most people grow tired of one another after time or fall out of love.So making such a life comiment decision such as marriage at such a young age is very foolish.When you get into a relationship with a person whos been cheated on trust me,they already have all these negative views towards you and compare you to their ex-partner and they have their guard up,so right of the bat its like your paying for all of the stuff their ex did to them. Life sucks,i know but this is reality.
Doesn’t take away the pain,it gives it to someone else.
I had surgery done last week and I had to go under general anesthesia.Ive never experienced that before and what an experience! Why can’t dying be this easy,I didn’t feel anything and I didn’t even notice when I went out,i just woke up,what felt like 5 minutes later but it was actually an hour and a half!.So weird at the same time it was so peaceful.Why cant people who want out of this cruel world die this way? so peacefully,no pain,no worries……life is not fair,I don’t want money or material things I just want to die……..but im scared
A sexually transmitted disease which always ends in death.There is currently no cure.
Born and raised here.37 years old.Male.I never felt like I ever belonged here,never fit in with anybody,it’s such a cutthroat,dirty,overcrowded,backstabbing,drug-using,lowlife,criminal city,filled with degenerates.If I ever had the chance to leave I would and never look back.Seems like im stuck here.Living here has been a major cause of my depression/anxiety.
I hereby sentence you to live………FOREVER!!!!! HA HA HA HA HA
Hello everyone, I have been on this site for a while,never really spoke about myself,not sure if someone is going to read this,but here goes anyway.I grew up in Brooklyn NY,im male Hispanic 36 years old.I never felt like I was a part of this world, I always felt different,always had different feelings towards people,feelings of compassion of helping others out.I never really understood why people were so evil.Why everyone just mostly cared about themselves.As a boy this is how I saw the world (and still do as an adult).Growing up I had 2 parents.For the most part my mother was always sweet and loving,never quite remembered her being in a bad mood.My father on the other hand was evil,always mad,bitter about life.He was always mean, never heard that man say he loved me or anything.I could never see what a woman like my mother could see in a man like this,but you know how that goes.I also have 2 brothers.Parents always have a favorite child,i was the middle child.My mother always loved and talked about my oldest brother and my father did the same for my younger.And there I was the stupid compassionate kid left all alone,that nobody loved.Growing up I was never popular and it was always hard for me to make any friends (yep you guessed it) I always had low self-esteem.(Geez,i wonder why)My older brother was always the most popular,he always had allot of friends.My younger brother was always my parents little baby.They always loved him more and showed him more love.Going to school was ok for the most part,until I got to high school.There was when I really saw how evil people could be towards each other,it was hell,pure hell I hated it with a passion.Kids were always fighting and somebody was always getting robbed.This is when I realized that I lived in an evil place,it was the ghetto,uncut and raw.I always cut school and just wandered off by myself.But not to drink or smoke weed or create havoc in some way,no.I wanted to be alone with my thoughts, I was always a loner.I never liked people or being around anyone.(you can problaby see why by now) I would make my parents think I was off to school every morning,but I had other plans.I never even bothered with it as I saw myself not even living to be and adult I wanted out of this world.Somehow,someway.I would always go into these more affluent neighborhoods and saw how other people lived,how different their lives were,how happy they were.Maybe cause they had more? was more better? A Nice house,a new car.Were these the things that people worked for?That made them happy?material possesions? interesting.But I couldn’t see how having any of those things could ever make me happy.But this is why people went to school,so they could get a good paying job,so they could be “happy” by having all these material possesions..More was better ?????? I don’t get it,im lost.The people who had these “things” seemed to be more happy and the have nots were always angry.I saw the contrast by going back to my “hood” and seeing the people there who had less and were not happy.The thing about growing up in the ghetto NY is that you have to be an animal you have to be aggressive.You cant have any soft fellings,the term “only the strong survive”,is appropriate here in this scenario if you will.But there I was, a guppy in a sea full of sharks,ready to get eaten at any moment.So when I reached the age of 16 that’s when I started to see I wasn’t happy in this world and that was the age when I tried to kill myself……….(to be continued)
Beautiful angel R.I.P,your pain is no more
R.I.P depression is real,this young man killed himself,he was only 29.He appeared to have everything money+friends+good looks.But wasn’t happy for reasons only he knew.Your pain is no more
Your pain is no more
Your pain is no more
Your pain is no more
That ive made it so far,im 36 and ive been deppressed almost all of my life,thoughts of suicide mostly every single day.Ive been through so much sh*t.Sometimes i dont find the purpose in life its just all meningless bullsh*t.
I was listening to this “urban” radio station in the morning and they were talking about cutting and how it is a white problem and how “only white people do it” Is this true? can anybody please let me know?Ive done a little research on the internet and i only come across pics of white people with cut arms (my apologies if i offended anybody and i am not a racist)
Often think allot about ending it all but,im 36 y.o. and i think about all ive been through and ive made it this far (its a miracle) why not hang around for a bit longer.
Felt really shitty and sad today,havent had this feeling in a long time,thought i was getting better,Sucks
I never liked drinking or smoking weed or any other drugs for that matter,hell i never even liked to party.I always liked being alone,me and the tv or reading a book or video games, whatever. I never even liked women that much, but i know for sure im not gay (no offense) but even the act of sex seems evil and strange to me???? I dont think im from this planet
Yet another suicide jumper off this bridge,its the bridge of choice for suicides in NYC.Countless people have killed themselves there.Maybe thats how i will go one day too.