Drugs will kill you in either of two ways, namely overdose or withdrawal, i.e. you will die either due to them or due to the lack of them. This is apparently so contradictory and difficult to understand for non-drug addicts but that’s good, they don’t have to. It’s all fucking sick anyway.
I guess many of you on this site are no strangers to drugs. They probably know first hand the course of addiction.
It begins with a little and then your insatiable hunger for more will be reflected in the linear increase in your dosage, mathematically speaking. Biologically, that’s called tolerance. Morally, that’s called […]
Black Monk
The Oxford dictionary defines silence as the act of keeping quiet or the absence of sound or noise or a condition of relative or absolute stillness.
But the mere act of keeping quiet or the vague idea of stillness or tranquility cannot define silence.
To me silence means much more.
It’s a language whose vocabulary consists of just one word having many meanings.
Let us think of it this way Silence is the language of both the oppressor and the oppressed. A brutal dictator is indifferent to the sufferings of his own people. Indifference in this case is comparable to silence keeping in mind the […]
Yesterday evening I was closest to killing myself…………no one knows it yet although I doubt it would make any difference to the way the treat me now. I needed some help, needed someone to talk to….so I called up my friends to meet me before our tuition. I went there early, waited almost half an hour till they arrived. It was already way past the time tuition begins so the bluntly told me that they have no time and will talk after the tuition. This hurt me a little for I had waited somewhat like 30 mins for them and they couldn’t even afford to […]
It has been 6 months since I broke up with my first love. She was my FIRST LOVE the first person the first girl I ever looked at in the eye, the first girl I let cry on my shoulders, the first one I shared an umbrella with, the only name I ever scratched on my desk. I can’t forget the day she told me that she liked me. I remember that day as it was yesterday….we had a fight….I told her things I shouldnt have….texted her that I didn’t want to see her face again and bid a farewell.She called me a few hours […]
Curled up in one corner of the bed where two walls meet
I feel somethings amiss in every heart beat
You are not there to make it complete
And things are getting crazy in my minds back street
Where Silence is singing a song
And Delirium sings along
Where Dread stalks the sidewalk
And there grows that asphalt Hemlock
Where my darkest Demons dwell
And Reason says “you better bid farewell!”
Where live Memories none can replace
And Ghosts that hide their hideous face
Where Expectation cries
For not having seen a sunrise
Where there are only broken Rainbows
And no lovely Kans grass meadows
Fluttering in the autumn gail
For Happiness resides in this jail
Where Nightmares prowl by night
And the Good […]