Rain

Lonely.

Is there anybody out there?

Anywhere.

Be strong now, because things will get better
It my be stormy, but it cant Rain forever

Day 5 of knowing that he’s expecting a baby with another girl.
Not doing well..cuts drawn on my legs..no more room to hide.
Quit my new job because I couldnt handle trying to be cheerful.
Sheets bloody..pillow wet.
Three tears fell to my keyboard..odd. I didnt know I was crying…or that I was holding my breath.
Food turns to ash in my mouth and water tastes like gasoline.
I wish that I could rip my heart out of my chest that it would not hurt when I thought of him accidently.
This is not some stupid teenage love..I’ll be 20 this year. Had I not […]

As protected as a human being to a mob
As important as a mob to a King
As weak  as a king to a god
As existent as a god to a non believer who doesnt believe in anything

Seems like it takes eternity to make a dream come true
In her world, the clouds will never let the sun shine through
Just like she’ll really never understand her hold on you
She says “If you loved me then you would never do the stuff that you do”
If envy is green, tell me why she’s blue

I’m blue
daba dee daba die
Like I was submerged in dye
Or as if green is a lie
You need wings just to fly
So you slice your own high
But you stay out of blue skies
And let life pass you by

Seems like it takes eternity to get through life
The kids mother lost the battle […]

This is for us, The Broken.
So badly beaten and bruised
Till we’re barely eating and used.

This is for us, The Scarred Ones
‘Cause they’re all afraid of us
And our ability to cut
and bleed the pain

This for us, Insane
At least thats what we’re called
When we get tired of losing it all

When there’s nothing to do but fall
…Just breathe.
Stick to our own.
The happy go lucky judges don’t need us
’cause they’re never alone

We are ridiculed no more
When our blood hits the floor
At night when those pills get hard to ignore

We make fun of them
for not being realistic
Remind them […]