I suppose i just want to get my thoughts down on a visible medium. For as long as i can remember, Â i’ve always preferred to never exist. Im 21 right now and i dont see an endgame in life that i could possibly enjoy. I simply dont want to exist. I want all traces of my life to be gone an erased from all records and notice. I have family that cares for me, this being the only thing preventing action. So now i guess the only thing to do in life for me is to continue doing absurd crazy things and take great risks […]
