i want to wake up. i want the last two years to be a hideous nightmare. i want to be in the arms of my wife. i want to still be happy. i don’t want to be happy again. i don’t want to me married again. i need to be happy still, and married still. i need this surreal excuse for existence to part like mist on a sunny day. i need a sunny day.
last year, i failed at ending my life as badly as i failed at living it. i now have even more to […]