I really should be studying for my history exam but I can’t seem to stop thinking about suicide. I don’t know what to do ,I’ve been like this for so long. I’m scared of my own mind , I’m afraid of what I’m capable of. I’m only 14 by the way. I just feel horrible about myself , I try so hard in everything I do but it’s always not enough for some people. I push everyone away from me I’m so isolated in my own little world. School gets out Friday . I guess I made it through my freshmen year. I wasn’t at […]
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blaire01
blaire01
I'm just trying to find help. Everyday is a constant struggle I just want to die. I've been dealing with depression , anxiety, OCD, ADD, borderline personality disorder, and I've recently been diagnosed with bi-polar. I appreciate all support and comments ,thank you . I'm in and out of psych hospitals I want to get better but it's hard. I don't know how to use this website much yet so bear with me!