Long story short: So there is this girl. We had crush on each other for very long time, then I had enough courage to tell her what I feel for her and she said she felt the same but she was afraid that I might be in love with someone else. Then we started dating and it lasted 6 months, and then se left me because she had mental problems and she was very confused and hurt inside, and I try to understand that. She even asked me back but I was too hurt and had lost my selfconfidence so we didn’t get back together, […]
I’m supposed to be in the work where I am at practical training right now but I just couldn’t go there, I’m sitting here, crying and sobbing and I feel like I can’t breath. I think I can’t go there today but I don’t know what to say to my teacher and those people in the work, I feel ashemed of myself and I feel like Im good for nothing and I’m just i everyone’s way and causing troubles to them.
I don’t know I’m feeling that everyone thinks I’m just lazy but I really just can’t do those things that normal people can, and it […]
My girlfriend left me. I’ve never felt this bad in my life, because I thought that we were meant to be and she told me I was all she ever wanted, but it seems that I really wasn’t. Why did she give me worthless hope if she wasn’t sure about me.. I’m kind of the person you should never tell “forever” If you are not absolutely sure that it will be forever.
I’m broken. It would have been ok, but when I said that it’s okay and I understand why she couldn’t love me and I know I will never deserve happiness with her […]
Do you ever get that feeling that you would just want to cry your heart out, but you just can’t make yourself to cry?
I have noticed that this disgusting thing is happening to me again. It’s that no matter how sad, depressed, angsty or mad I feel, I can’t cry. It’s been a whole summer, about two months, and no single tear has came fom my eyes even though I have wanted to cry just to let this horrible feeling out of me. I don’t know why, but it’s causing me very bad feeling that is just growing stronger and bigger and I can’t […]
Hi guys! How have you been? I have some good and then again some bad news… I have girlfriend : ) She is like all I ever wanted, and I couldn’t ask anything more when I have her by my side ♥ We have been together almost two months now, but we have secretly been in love with each other over half a year.. so we are happy that we can finaly be together now!
But there is one problem I haven’t talked with her about yet.. And it’s her ex. Her exgirlfriend, who died last year. I know that year is very very short time […]
Hi guys! Fisrt of all; Thank you for commenting at my first post, it made me feel a bit better : )
I tolf that I’m so lonely in school… But today I started to cry, and I’m happy that no one noticed becouse it would be horrible. Almost everyone in my class dislikes me, and I don’t have any friends in the whole school, so I try not to annoy them so they wouldn’t start to hate me, becouse I wouldn’t have anyone by my side then.. This hasn’t been first time I cry becouse of my class, but it has been long time since […]
Two summers ago my dad died by an accident. Since then I’ve been fearing everything. I’m afraid of losing my friends and my other family members, I fear that they die too, that they got hurted, that they fall in depression, that they do harm to theirselves… I cry very often just thinking about what should I do that nothing bad would ever happen even I know that it’s something I can’t help. The fear drives me crazy and it disturbs my daily life.
I feel so selfish and stupid all the time. I feel like I don’t deserve to be around these amazing friends. […]