Not necessarily suicide (though it can be if you want), but just death in general. Tell me: Age, exact cause of death, and misc information (optional). For me, I think I’d like to die at around age 31 (because I get to experience my billionth second), suicide, after I become a professor.
About 3 weeks ago I said that I was going to kill myself. Well, I am alive now. At least for a little while longer, I am seeing a Psychiatrist and now she’s the only person who seems to listen after my best friend passed away and I don’t just want professional help, I want people REAL PEOPLE I can talk to. So for those who wanted me to write to, I will write to you and for those who want me to write to you, comment on this post. I didn’t really read any of your comments until today when I got back online.
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I’m am going to kill myself in the next few hours, I just don’t know how to deal with the pain anymore and I’m tired of feeling so lonely, ever since my friend passed away there has been nobody there for me and I just bother people anyway. So, I guess this is goodbye, I’m sorry I never knew you people better and I wish I could’ve met how wonderful people you all are but It’s too late for me now. I just wasn’t strong enough.
If I don’t respond tomorrow with a post, you know that I’m already dead.
Do you think it’s worse to feel sadness all the time or to feel numb all the time?
Once on a yellow piece of paper with green lines
he wrote a poem
And he called it “Chops”
because that was the name of his dog
And that’s what it was all about
And his teacher gave him an A
and a gold star
And his mother hung it on the kitchen door
and read it to his aunts
That was the year Father Tracy
took all the kids to the zoo
And he let them sing on the bus
And his little sister was born
with tiny toenails and no hair
And his mother and father kissed a lot
And the girl around the corner […]
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vy0NySCmuFU
I don’t really like songs about suicide (even though I’m depressed) but this song is amazing.
I also like playing Beethoven on my Piano also when I’m down.
What type of songs do you guys listen to when you’re down?
Entry one:
Hello there…
This is the first time I am posting (or posting at all about anything before) about something like this but I think it is important to see if someone actually cares. Don’t try to remember my name or even ask for it, I don’t want you to do that and I hope that you could come to understand me than turn me away like the rest of them. I’ll try to write every briefly, so here it goes:
Suicide comes and goes from my mind everyday and I’ve really tried my best to figure out what’s wrong with me so I could fix it […]