I thought i was done. Done with self-harm. but i realized i was wrong. Dead wrong. Today after 2 months going strong of no self harm i did it again. I dont even feel bad. Thats what i deserve. After enduring days of cyber bullying and a broken heart, i realized that i could act as strong as i want but ill never truly be strong. So now im on here saying I am Rebecca Goodridge and i am addicted to self-harming myself and no im not strong. im weak. Weak for having one of these suicide profiles, not being able to stand broken hearts […]
Should i be scared?
Of death, or what comes after it. I just find myself asking all these questions trying to figure out where i go after here.I feel dead inside so whats the difference.
I dont think this world is worth it. Living in all this pain. Im bisexual, apparently “Emo” as i get called at school. Nobody accepts me for who i am.Not even my mother. She always has stuff to say about who i am and about my friends. She says she wont lower her standards for us. She doesnt know im bi. Like who the hell said she needed to lower her standards for anyone. .I dont want to live in this hell anymore. Im thinking of suicide or running away. The easiest way i can think of is just a large cocktail on pills in […]