When and Where are the only questions that prevent me from committing suicide. Sometimes I think I should do it now but at the last second I hesitate. I really really really want to do it. As in I’m 99.9% sure, but there is that .1% that tells me not too cause it’s not yet the right place and the right time. So I keep asking my self when is the right time and where? Those are the only questions left to answer before I do it. I really want to do it. And I will do it.
I am a coward. I am weak. I am a dick. I am an asshole. I am a nobody. I am a wanna be. I am a disappointment. I am hopeless. I am useless. I am alone. I am not worthy of this life. I am nothing. I am just a person who tries to do good and become better and no one even notices it. Nobody cares and nobody has cared. I don’t belong. And lastly, I am going to commit suicide soon. I know I keep saying this but each post I make signifies how close I am to commiting suicide.
I honestly don’t care anymore. I quit.
I need a friend or at least someone to talk too. The normal people I talk with are not trustable. Please I need someone soon. I’m so confused right now. Please I need someone…..
Well, it’s starting. People are starting to forget me. Starting to think I don’t even exist. People hate me. People don’t want to talk to me. People don’t care for me and lastly people don’t love me. And these are all facts. Well, I guess suicide her I come. I hope all of you would be happy after I do it.
I have done a lot of thinking lately and I just realized that no one in this god damn world cares and loves me. I mean all I do is bring agony and pain to my family and friends. I keep on making them sad and disappointed because of me. Which has led me to the conclusion that I will commit suicide soon as in really soon. I might use a gun, or jump from a certain height, or even drink poison or something like that. Because right now I give up. I don’t care about my life anymore. Peoples lives would be better without […]
I am a 16 year old boy and have been suffering depression for the past 4 years and still on going. I’ve had problems with my brother and parents, my friends and my faith, and lastly myself. I don’t know what’s happening to me. I have complied with my parents and doctors rules and still nothing. I’m totally lost right now. I have attempted suicide many times but have failed in the process and I have been confined in the psychiatric unit twice already, but nothing still seems to have changed expect for the fact that my condition keeps getting worse and worse. I hate […]