When and Where???

When and Where are the only questions that prevent me from committing suicide. Sometimes I think I should do it now but at the last second I hesitate. I really really really want to do it. As in I’m 99.9% sure, but there is that .1% that tells me not too cause it’s not yet the right place and the right time. So I keep asking my self when is the right time and where? Those are the only questions left to answer before I do it. I really want to do it. And I will do it.