i wonder alot why im still here. sure, i have friends, my family is ok, i love my cat. my life could be worse. so why do i complain about wanting to kill myself? i think im still valid, right? i was born a double whammy (technically triple), i was born with a cleft lip and palate, so my nose is assymetrical, and my teeth are all kinds of fucked up, and i cant breathe through my nose so my teeth are yellowish from having my mouth open all the time. plus i was born almost 10 pounds, and my parents and grandparents are pretty […]