I wanna know what I did so horrible to get such a harf life like this I’m only 17 yrs old I lost my brother & dad to suicide I’m homeless my mom couldn’t care any less about me. It seems like all everyone ever wants to do is hurt & break me down What have I done to get such a hard life? Im terrified or death but it seems like its the only way out of this piece of shit life I have? What is the real meaning of all that I’m being put through cause it isnt to make me stronger. I […]
I feel so pathetic so useless! I’m fat I’m ugly I’m a low life! How long can I live like this a lie I’m not happy I miss my dad! I don’t wanna be here! I’m back to where I was a year ago depressed & mean! I hate this person I am just make it go away all the pain & hurt!!! Just go away! The emptiness! I want all the goodtimes back! ! Just give me them back! !
Hello, well if you haven’t read my other post my name is bree, I’m 16 yrs old & I lost my dad & a brother to suicide within 2 year after their deaths I droppes outta school & didn’t do anything but sleep up to 20 hours a day i gave up on life.
Its been 2 months now that I’ve gone back to school & learned how to cope with my depression, all I gave myself was time& now I’ve got a job interview on Monday & I have the opportunity to graduate on time. Life is falling back into place I thought id […]
Today I was dropped from school just when I was actually dealing with my depression better this happenes I feel worthless. School was all I had going for me & it was taking away from me. No matter how hard I try I feel like everyone gives up on me . I have nothing else to live for & Im 16 years old & I’m ready to end my life. I should have ambition & dreams but living in this cruel unfair world I can’t reach my goals so why hope & dream, if it’s pointless.
when i make it out of highschool i want to major in business . When i grow up i would like to be the founder of a foundation for victims of suicide & families going through loss & teen that are having suicidal thoughts . I want to create a hotline , blogging site & community centers . I believe one day i can make a difference & my voice & story will be told . I want to make my dad & brother proud . Right now iv’e been making videos telling my story & giving a number out to 2 hotline’s .
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Every since i stopped going to school everyday people think i don’t go because i’m just a “slacker” or i’m to lazy . Most teenagers my age have no idea what ive been through & will never experience the loss & true pain i feel inside . They have no idea how it much it hurts , for me just to have the strength to get out of bed & make it through a day at school is a major accomplishment for me . No one will ever understand what its like to be me & wouldn’t last a day in my shoes , I’ve […]
i cant help but think that maybe death is the only way out , i feel like i’m in a nightmare but can’t seem to wake up . I don’t know what to do with myself anymore , i hate feeling like this lifeless . I just want to be happy i want to be myself again , but all this loss & grief is taking over me its unbearable the pain , heartache , emptiness i just want it all to end . I long for the days i can feel true happiness .
My name is Bree , I’m 16 years old & i have 3 sisters & 4 brothers& iv’e been through things i would have never imagined . On January 11 , 2008 i lost my dad to suicide , i never experienced true pain  til i lost my dad . He was everything to me , i never left his side & i never thought he would leave mine . He was my hero the only one i know that would do anything just to keep a smile on my face , i miss him oh so much . After that the unthinkable happened on […]