I wanna know what I did so horrible to get such a harf life like this I’m only 17 yrs old I lost my brother & dad to suicide I’m homeless my mom couldn’t care any less about me. It seems like all everyone ever wants to do is hurt & break me down What have I done to get such a hard life? Im terrified or death but it seems like its the only way out of this piece of shit life I have? What is the real meaning of all that I’m being put through cause it isnt to make me stronger. I never knew there could be such a strong & deep feeling of betrayal til my “friend” since tthe 4th grade stole the so called love of my life. I gave him everything I had he was my heart sould my bestfriend! Why did he need to be with her? Why does she need to be with him? How could they do this to me!? like I don’t matter make me feel like I’m just this piece of fucken trash you can just throw away like I don’t have feelings like I’m so type of robot that has no emotions they kmow how much I’ve been through & still continue to hurt me the worst way possible. Â I HAVE NO ONE & NOTHING .