To out side people my life may seem like its taking off and that I have only good things to look forward to. However the truth is that my life is hopeless. My gf is selfish and although I love her I do not like her. I’ve been out of work for 6 months because nobody that I’ve applied for work with has even given me an interview. On top off all that I learnt today that the only thing im passionate about may be taken away from me. All I want in life is to help others, its how i justify my existence and […]
I am a person who has been through so much in my 24 years of life. When I was 17 I was told told by a phsycologist that I have been through more than most 80 year olds go through in there life time and that he was amazed that I didnt having a severe mental illness like schitzaphrenia or bipolar. If you want to know about my story read my post, “crushing lonleness”.
However I believe that I would not be there strong, brave and socialy gifted person that I am today if it was not for all the pain that I have not […]
Ever since I can remember I’ve been alone. When I was a baby my dad left and I’ve never met him, my so called mum wanted to give me to foster care but my nanna stepped in and took me in. My poppa mostly ignored me when I was growing up and he and my Nanna divorced when I was 10. I lived with my Nanna for a year. When we were living together she started a relationship with this guy and all I remember is her telling me it had ended with him because I was a bad kid. Then she sent me to live […]