I know I shouldn’t be. My sister is finally home from the navy and yet I still feel depressed. I had a horrible dream that she left and I cried histerically. I wonder if that is a sign that when she really does leave I might finally rest in peace. I don’t know. Maybe I will succeed? I don’t know but I wish this horrible sadness will end soon. I know for sure my family hates me. Or just truly dislikes me a lot. I dont feel one ounce of love from them though my grandmother constantly tells me she does. Maybe I am just […]
Shiki
Shiki
Just a lone loser surrounded by idiots and jokes. Hello my name is brittany and to get to know me better read my blogspot. That is where I post most of my up to date feelings on life and in general. So go there and communicate with me as you wish. I will not be sharing my facebook.
I hate life. Everyday I feel more like a loser who wont amount to anything. I just wished something good would come my way or just end it before I become even more depressed. But I write this in hope of communicating with others like minded and similar. To know that I am not alone! Boredom will become the end of me I believe. I just hope this maybe my ticket to life. I don’t know maybe I’m just here to whine and complain. Thats what I always do. I never do anything responsible or productive. My life is a wasteland. I can’t even become […]